Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Freaking Out

I realized today that I am going to be boarding a plane to France in only four days, and unfortunately I have yet to pack. This is going to be an issue I'm sure considering that I practically own everything that American Eagle has produced in the past four years and I'm pretty sure I am not going to be able to fit it all in two suitcases (even if I use those fabulous space saving bags my mom got me). Went shopping yetersday to get my hot pink coat and matching backpack so if you see anyone around Europe who clearly looks like a tourist that is lost and conspiciously dressed in pink, it's probably me.

I know I need to pack but then that means I'm really leaving, and honestly I don't feel ready. I'm literally just getting on a plane to go to an apartment that may not even exist (although thank god it's not Penny Pridemore's place) and I'm just going to have to figure it out. I keep telling myself that this is going to be a growing experience and that I need to do this but I'm still freaking out.

And I can't even cook! I'm going to be in Nice for 24 hours totally by myself with no means of communication and I'm going to have to figure out where to get food and how to cook within that timeframe. It's totally going to be like Survivor.

I hope I win.